result release

Yesterday the first semester result already release,

majority people also have their smile on their face during they check the result,

but for me, i am not satisfied my result because its haven't reach my target yet,

perhaps i overestimate myself so do you think should i satisfied or frustrated?

Anyways that is not the time to sad,

the second semester is started, i cannot waste my time anymore,

i promise myself, this semester i'll put more effort and do better than last semester,

forget about the result and i'll look forward on it.

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ARGHH ! ! ~ PAIN ! PAIN ! & PAIN ! ! !
Any anodyne can give me?
The pains was woke me up every morning ,
How long can I sustain it?
1 week? 2 week? Or 1 month? I have no idea .

Although I am hungry but I’m not willing to eat anything ,
Because every bite will exchange back the pains ,
I don’t like this feelings ,
I don’t like to eat anymore I hate food ! !

Anyone can help me please?
I am suffering in the hell ,
I felt like the pains was drag-ing me to the hell ,
I hate this feels .

Am I a idiot?
Why I need to paid the money and exchange back the pains?
Can anyone tell me is that worth to do that?
I think I just can know it after I finish my diploma studies .

Okay ,
That’s all I need to vent out ,
Now I need to continue suffer in the pains .
Bye ~ ! : (

insomnia

ytd nite dono why whole nite cant fall asleep - -

juz close my eyes til 7++ den wake up prepare for college d. TIRED ! ! ~

las week is my 1st week going for college ,

quite relax d juz hv alot of homework - -

today is 2nd week d all tutorial class is started ~

my NIGHTMARE is coming ----- ASSIGNMENT PRESENTATION COURSEWORK ! ! ~

OMFG , i'll keep convince myself everything gonna be OK =x LOLL

before tday i = | u

after tday i = ) u

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搞砸了

I am sorry i did that just now,

perhaps i too serious in just now,

maybe you can say i am drunk,

but i am not petty.

"搞砸了" got heard this song before?

this song carry out my mood now,

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sorry sorry and sorry

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you are different in my eyes ,

you are special in my heart ,

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I miss you ..

I love you ..

朋友

最近有很多不愉快的事情发生在不同的朋友身上,

这些不愉快的事情大多数都是来自升上学院的问题，

而身为朋友的我却帮不上什么忙，

不知道为什么，

虽然知道这些事情我是不会帮上什么忙的，

但我的心总是会和他们一样的难过烦恼

尤其是他.....们

不管怎样，

只要你需要我，

我就会在你身旁，

只要你需要我，

我就会伸出援手，

只要你需要我，

我都会陪伴你左右

希望你们都会雨过天晴 end

SPM result =|

I just get my SPM result during this afternoon =x
actually i felt a little bit disappointed to my result ~
even that was not fail at all and i get credit at all ~
but i also felt it was not good enough =|
Previously,i already set a target and a goal for my result =x but some subject i still cant hit it =| erhmm,im not very satisfied my result but it was become a reality so we have to look forward and need start to think our future =]
Other than that,i think now all pupils are thinking n considering about the college ba..hey my dear friends,no matter ur result is how,just let it be...we stil have chance to compensate it =] gah yao baaa x

izzit my fate? =(

My life recently become bored n bored =(
everyday stay at home ntg can do it ><
izzit majority SPM student after SPM life's like tat ..?
i dun think so ><
my friends..? =(
*going to NS ><
*going to learn english
*going to started thier college life
*going to find WORK =x

WORK!!!~~
少年不努力，老大徒伤悲
if ur achievement is nt well .....
u r hard find a GOOD JOB for u ><
izzit my destiny..?
GOOD thing always nt on me =(
why geh..? );