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ARGHH ! ! ~ PAIN ! PAIN ! & PAIN ! ! !
Any anodyne can give me?
The pains was woke me up every morning ,
How long can I sustain it?
1 week? 2 week? Or 1 month? I have no idea .

Although I am hungry but I’m not willing to eat anything ,
Because every bite will exchange back the pains ,
I don’t like this feelings ,
I don’t like to eat anymore I hate food ! !

Anyone can help me please?
I am suffering in the hell ,
I felt like the pains was drag-ing me to the hell ,
I hate this feels .

Am I a idiot?
Why I need to paid the money and exchange back the pains?
Can anyone tell me is that worth to do that?
I think I just can know it after I finish my diploma studies .

Okay ,
That’s all I need to vent out ,
Now I need to continue suffer in the pains .
Bye ~ ! : (