feeling's

Anyone's can tell me what should we going to do before final exam?

Prepare, revise, practice, cram, face book?

Tomorrow is going to begin the first day of final exam

but what i am doing here is bloggie, "facebook", MSN and etc.

I have no idea how can i get a good result on this sem,

now just can depend on god how to decide my future. /.\

What's my feeling now is "sh!t i still have a lot haven't study yet - - "

should i go face book now? Or facebook more awhile? loll

but while i saw my friends fb status or bloggie is talking about how hard work they prepare for final,

my heart beat will keep raising and feel not well so that i will keep force myself to study it. - -

Actually am i consider as prepare for tomorrow now?

that is because i am typing English now & tomorrow is BI exam too xD (prepare for essay writing? hahahaha)

Since tomorrow have final exam,

so i think that is no any celebration for my 19th birthday,

Please allow me to say

Happy Birthday C.wei ! : )

byee ! ~

result release

Yesterday the first semester result already release,

majority people also have their smile on their face during they check the result,

but for me, i am not satisfied my result because its haven't reach my target yet,

perhaps i overestimate myself so do you think should i satisfied or frustrated?

Anyways that is not the time to sad,

the second semester is started, i cannot waste my time anymore,

i promise myself, this semester i'll put more effort and do better than last semester,

forget about the result and i'll look forward on it.

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ARGHH ! ! ~ PAIN ! PAIN ! & PAIN ! ! !
Any anodyne can give me?
The pains was woke me up every morning ,
How long can I sustain it?
1 week? 2 week? Or 1 month? I have no idea .

Although I am hungry but I’m not willing to eat anything ,
Because every bite will exchange back the pains ,
I don’t like this feelings ,
I don’t like to eat anymore I hate food ! !

Anyone can help me please?
I am suffering in the hell ,
I felt like the pains was drag-ing me to the hell ,
I hate this feels .

Am I a idiot?
Why I need to paid the money and exchange back the pains?
Can anyone tell me is that worth to do that?
I think I just can know it after I finish my diploma studies .

Okay ,
That’s all I need to vent out ,
Now I need to continue suffer in the pains .
Bye ~ ! : (

insomnia

ytd nite dono why whole nite cant fall asleep - -

juz close my eyes til 7++ den wake up prepare for college d. TIRED ! ! ~

las week is my 1st week going for college ,

quite relax d juz hv alot of homework - -

today is 2nd week d all tutorial class is started ~

my NIGHTMARE is coming ----- ASSIGNMENT PRESENTATION COURSEWORK ! ! ~

OMFG , i'll keep convince myself everything gonna be OK =x LOLL

before tday i = | u

after tday i = ) u

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搞砸了

I am sorry i did that just now,

perhaps i too serious in just now,

maybe you can say i am drunk,

but i am not petty.

"搞砸了" got heard this song before?

this song carry out my mood now,

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sorry sorry and sorry

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you are different in my eyes ,

you are special in my heart ,

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I miss you ..

I love you ..

朋友

最近有很多不愉快的事情发生在不同的朋友身上,

这些不愉快的事情大多数都是来自升上学院的问题，

而身为朋友的我却帮不上什么忙，

不知道为什么，

虽然知道这些事情我是不会帮上什么忙的，

但我的心总是会和他们一样的难过烦恼

尤其是他.....们

不管怎样，

只要你需要我，

我就会在你身旁，

只要你需要我，

我就会伸出援手，

只要你需要我，

我都会陪伴你左右

希望你们都会雨过天晴 end